A few weeks back I was watching Sex And The City…and saw the scene where Samantha breaks up with her hot bf saying this:
I love you but I love me more. ~ Samantha Jones, Sex and the city.
So I have seen this before (yes coz am one of those who keeps watching things again and again) but suddenly this time it hit home. And it really got me thinking…We all love a lot of things or a lot of people….we love our parents, siblings,friends, Boyfriends, girlfriends,we love our homes,plants and on and on….but we often forget to love the most important person in our lives….ourselves.
If something in life doesn’t go as planned, we are always the first to blame ourselves. Why did I do this? What’s wrong with me? Why does this always happen to me? It must have been my fault. You get the thought process right? But when something goes right, we tend to give credit to everyone and everything but ourselves. We say things like ‘oh I just got lucky’ or ‘oh that other person really made it happen’…but we hardly ever say..even to ourselves…yes man you did it. You worked at it and you got it going..well done you. Am I right or wrong? But why is that?
Is it a personal trait or is it a more generalized thing that can be attributed to our society, our parents, childhood and our upbringing in general? What makes it such a common phenomena to easily loathe ourselves but hardly ever appreciate ourselves? Honestly I think it’s an amalgamation of all these things in varying proportions in each of our lives.
Whatever be the cause, the effect is this: we are conditioned to be self critical. Particularly for girls. We are always so critical of our looks, our appearance, our social standing,what our husbands and boyfriends think of us, what our friends think of us…. and these days we have an additional worry of our social media image (as if life wasn’t tough as it is). Always being vigilant to click pictures in angles that work best to hide our physical flaws. Why? What are we so afraid of? Body shaming? Bullying? Criticism? But we already do all that to ourselves anyways π . Then why is it so important what others think of us?
It’s perhaps because we are so conditioned to seeking others’ approval for self worth. And isn’t that the most bizarre thing? That we need to depend on someone else’s opinion of us to make us realize what we are. Who we are. And what’s our worth really. The more I thought about the twisted logic in this…the more I realized what a dumbass idea it really is. And what a big idiot I have been all this while. Well, I guess in that moment, the feisty spirit of Samantha took over me and I was determined to put an end to this. To stop craving any and evryone’s approval and seek my own. To be confident in my own skin and to take the reigns of my
Self worth in my own hands(ok that sounds dramatic ππ) but I think you get the idea.
And well the good news is that this feeling,this attitude..it is reversible. It won’t happen overnight. You won’t wake up one fine day and stop seeking validation from others and be all mushy in self love.No. That’s not gonna happen (wish it did, though). It’s going to be hardwork, especially at the beginning, because it isn’t easy to suddenly change your attitude,your outlook and your approach to life that you’ve had for several years, perhaps decades.Β
Some pointers that I found to be useful in this new found pursuit of self love that
I found to be particularly useful:
* Stop seeking validation from anyone.
* Be your ONLY and best judge.
* Spend time to asses yourself-your strengths, weaknesses and areas of improvement.
* Appreciate your strengths. Things that make you unique and loveable. And hold on to it no matter what.
* Identify weaknesses. Don’t be too harsh but am sure everyone has some flaws, some shortcomings. Identify them before giving a chance for someone else to point them out to you.
* make a list of areas of improvement. Some skills you might wanna learn or brush up or inculcate.
* be kind to yourself.
* Prepare a mantra that you can keep repeating to yourself to keep up the morale to keep going.
* And the most difficult but absolutely essential thing…learn to love yourself. JUST THE WAY YOU ARE (remember Bridget jones’ diaryππ)
So next time you feel the blues and feel like you’re swimming in a sea of self pity and worthlessness… remember this ‘You can’t pour from an empty cup…take care of yourself first’.
Coz the ultimate truth is this….We are all one of a kind. Unique, Fabulous and Effing Awesome. β€οΈβ€οΈ

Love & take care of yourself….Every thing in life is secondary… Keep writing… Best way of expressing your feelings.
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Thank you ππ
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Quite a piece this was. So alive, colloquial, and right to business. You have an amazing, catchy, captivating style of writing. I enjoyed the post thoroughly. Having said all this, I just recall, who the hell am I to validate you πππ ? Keep writing, and keep shiningβ¦
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OMG…. Validation still feels good…guess am still in the pursuit ππ .lol. kidding. Thank you for reading and thrilled that you enjoyed it. Really liked your style of writing as well. It’s crisp, precise and maintains rhyme and symmetry. You are really good.
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Ok…this is not validation…just appreciation ππππ
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Haha…thanks…ππππ
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Thanks dear ‘heartfelt gibberish’ π€….I’d have liked a better way to address you… But you truly are a breath of fresh air…I did read your friends wala post…and it was awesome …
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I am totally obsessed with FRIENDS. Best show everrrr.π
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I’ve seen it quite a number of times myself… amazing days those were…
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Always happy to meet a FRIENDS fan.ππ
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Nice blog you got and thanks for following
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Thank you so much…feedback is always valuable. π€π€
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
BEEN AND DOING THIS! NOT EVERYONEβVERY FEW, ACTUALLYβCAN DO THIS ALL BY THEMSELVES. WHAT WOULD YOU SUGGEST?
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I remember that episode of Sex and the City. Her words resonated then and still do now. Great post! π ~WB
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Samantha has many such pearls of wisdom to her credit. Helluva sassy woman. And thank you for reading and liking my postππ
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Loved this post. Made a lot of sense. Happy writing!
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Thank you so much. Am so happy we got a chance to connect and shareπ
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Well written! βΊοΈ Samantha was on point! π
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She is always on point. Sassy lady π»
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Amen to that!
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Indeed. Amen.
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Agreed dear
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Agreedπ
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Glad you agree…self love is often ignored but is actually the most important π
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Yess.. couldn’t agree more..π
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